I just went to see the amytiville horror. Lets just say i dont think im gonna sleep for a week lol

washed my car today, thats about all the activity i did. Went to work yesterday, wanted to commit suicide again it was that bad. Friday night was extremely shit for me, dont think im gonna go out next week, might give it a rest then when i do go out it might be better lol I am def. going out for my birthday though which is in like 5 weeks time woo ( Read more... )

Went the gym again today :) oh yea third day in a row lol gotta loose the flab for summer lol School was boring as hell as usual lol I get paid tomorrow thank god cause my baby's starting to run out of juice lol

Re-did my profile today, i think its really nice obviously no one else does cause they havent said so lol ah well as long as i like it ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the start of my healthy living. Yep thats right i figured summer is coming and this year id actually like to feel confident in a bikini on a beach instead of hiding under my towel.
Therefore i have started going to the gym, doesnt sound like me i know but i have. I spent two hours in there yesterday and an hour in there today. Muscles ( Read more... )

I feel empty.
Like i have no one that i can really open up to.
No one that really understands me.
I feel like most of my friends are only friends with me to boost their popularity.
I know they'll say its not true but at the end of they day i only ever see them on a friday night and none of them bother to make plans to see me in the week, does that ( Read more... )

So i went to london this weekend for two days, which were awsome :) sianny drive up there. We drove to this place called abingdon where her dad has a flat and he kindly let us stay there for the night. The flat was soo like posh and everything was white and he made sure he let us know that if we broke any of his antique pots hed actually kill us. I ( Read more... )

I need to do something fucking interesting with my life todays a new day, so i need to get up off my fat ass and find a new job, and start saving up so i can move out of this nightmare.

so im fucking shattered at the moment, dont know why cause i slept till 3 this after noon lol

Went to cardiff to the toucan to see wrs play. Was a good gig. Shape of my addiction were bloody awsome. Wrs were good aswell and i fucking love there new song, but something wasnt right last night. I dont know what it was they just didnt right, like they ( Read more... )

Well today im still trying to get used to my hair, its starting to grow on me now but im still not 100% happy with it lol

Went to get some money out of a bank account that i didnt even know existed to give to my nan, lets just say i didnt want to part with it cause there was a lot of money in there lol Then went to newport to do a bit of shopping ( Read more... )

I was very naughty today, i was supposed to be in work but i didnt really want to go and it was raining and i was just not in the mood. So i got Em to phone in for me and we went to newport, i saw her off at the train station cause shes off to see her beau in london, then i went to have my hair cut. I now look like a boy. Damn it i always do this ( Read more... )