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i'm making progress. i'm becoming someone good. the process is difficult and painful, digging out the and seperating the gold from the dirt, but there is so much gold inside of me! things aren't awesome, but they sure are looking up.
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this bible study is really beating the shit out of me. i know i need the healing it will foster, but i am really struggling. it's bringing things i thought i was over with back to the surface and it's wearing me down.
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its so crazy when i'm let down by something i didn't think i had high hopes for (or any hopes at all).
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last night was a ladies night in for the girls of the college group at Sandals. it was a good time. we played a game where each person writes their most embarrassing moment/craziest thing that has ever happened to them down on a piece of paper and puts it in a big bowl. we then each have a turn to grab a random paper and reenact the situation to ( Read more... ) -
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even with as easy as life is here with my grandma, i would just love to leave ( Read more... ) -
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i take mental pictures of 'lasts.' a last look at someone, the last time i'll walk in to a store, the last time i'll walk down a street. the last time i'll see a friend smile. the last time i'll hug my best friend. i take pictures of these in my head. and i sort through them every once in a while. i like that while i have some pretty big ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: What is your name?
Jordan. My parents were expecting a boy and they were going to name him Jordan. Instead they got me and named me after my great-grandma.
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f my life
things are weird and i haven't processed it yet.
it all happened so fast. totally got sucker punched on Wednesday by Dordt.
whatever platform i was standing on exploded under my feet and now i have to re decide everything regarding my future.
i'm not even kidding.
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lately, i have been struggling with the idea of grace and the idea of mercy ( Read more... ) -
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Piper and Jacob's wedding was on Saturday. It was absolutely beautiful.
The whole weekend, starting from the rushed drive down to Tama, Iowa all the way through the slow rainy, slushy, snowy, then very clear drive back to Sioux Center on Sunday.
Gosh they are so beautiful.
I love them both so much.
But I'm sure going to miss being her roommate...