I moved my personal blog to Wordpress. I will still post occasionally on this journal, but any new posts from here on end will be FRIENDS ONLY.

I'll still be using this account in my communities.

Cheers.

There have been very few times this year during which I have been as stressed as I was during high school. I've come to the conclusion that this is partly due to the fact that I've somewhat withdrawn from society this year. Being alone has put a lot of things in perspective for me, but at the same time I also begin doubting my own judgment. It is a ( Read more... )

Self-esteem?: low
Motivation?:  even lower
Creativity?: still even lower non-existent

Mind?:  unfocused

Heart?: uninspired

Those people who were in your 4th grade class. Your classmates. The people who were just your classmates. The people you overlooked. The people you weren't friends with. Do you ever think about them? Wondering what they're doing now? Whether or not they're still the same immature trouble maker they were when they were 10?

I would ponder most people ( Read more... )

Recovering a lost blog... I think I had meant to post this sometime in September/October, but never finished it.

Unfinished as it is, I think it's worth posting, anyway.

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I don't even know if I should bother writing this. I've gone through so many experiences and emotions ( Read more... )

I believe there are certain people in your life that are there for the sole purpose of encouraging you to do something better.

I think that's what he is to me right now.

He has a diverse and versatile line of work, not to mention an impressive resume for an emerging artist. He seemed to be quite the intellectual when he was still in school (read: he ( Read more... )

Damn, I'm so awesome at making decisions. Changed my mind at least 20 times in the last two hours.

Reconsiderations on transfers:
1. I will apply to St. Lawrence.
2. I will wait for word on midterm grades before deciding to apply to UPenn and Cornell. If they're absolutely horrendous, I won't apply. If they show me to be a B+ student or above I'll ( Read more... )

I’m getting way in over my head about this whole transfer business. It’s not that I can’t decide what I want to do - it’s that there are so many ‘if’s in the equation.

After a moment of panic this afternoon I had to devise some sort of plan that would ease my conscience. Back in March of last year, I swore to myself that I would work hard this year ( Read more... )

So, RENT: The Broadway tour with Anthony and Adam played in Toronto for two weeks in January. And being the pathetic RENThead that I am, of course I had to go see it. And stagedoor. Multiple times. Thank God I live only a couple of blocks from the Canon Theatre.

( RENT adventures in Toronto )

Oh geez. First entry back after four weeks and the first thing I'm going to blog about is my day?

What's on my mind right now:

> Damn, I'm really enjoying my chemistry class. Surpsingly so, considering chemistry was one of my worse IB HL subjects. And my awesome lab TA from last term is my lab TA this term! Last term was organic chemistry so we ( Read more... )