i know i will fall in love with other people ( Read more... )

im standing at the threshold of a life that im inexpressibly scared of ( Read more... )

i can't feel anything at all.

you have this way about you ( Read more... )

i understand that song for the first time.
i would be a brand new day in the life that you hate.
because there is only one person for you.
and its not me.
i would be a new day.
a new page.
but it would still be the life that you hate.

i say that i want to find myself ( Read more... )

I don't understand why I'm like this. Am I trying to fill this void ( Read more... )

my paper is finally deciding to allow me to prove something with it.
i feel exhausted from hours spent researching and trying to connect the dots.
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i feel content. but confused.
(that feeling where everything rushes into my brain at once,
frantically attacking my sanity,
and then just stops.
with no closure no answers
justgrowingnumbness

I feel so desperately alive.

(made beautiful by hours of conversation.)
(made genuine by the way the wind blew my hair on the drive home.)

So much is going on, and everything is so busy that it doesn't even seem like the end ( Read more... )