to say but no clue were to start or how to word it.

well ive just sat here for a awhile and still no way to get out what i need to say.

i guess ill say nothing.

[theres something new eating away at my insides]

ive been gone longer than expected and ill be leaving again tonight ( Read more... )

madness you comfort me so.

i sat up till five last night and thought about when i was young like 6 or so and then i look at myself now and i never would have thought i would be were i am and be doing what i do. i just figured id be a fireman and or something not really a fireman i never wanted that ( Read more... )

is a very odd feeling in my gut.

i hear you talking to someone on the phone and i notice you said my name and i listen and you tell this man im 19 going on 20 ( Read more... )

the winter is slowly blowing into my body i can feel it wen i walk around its like the over cast is sticked to my skin ( Read more... )

well the one thing that does make me feel better will be going to the animal shelter tomarrow and i can already feel it in my stomach  swelling up and it hurts because he doesnt know and wont under stand since he is a cat but when they put him in a small metal box cage to be deprived of attention and for snot nosed kids to come by and poke i hope ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do about anything.
and no one to listen maybe just maybe ive made up my mind.
and maybe no one will like it but i also dout anyone will notice.

this is a game.
who notices first.

lets play.

all shall perish
born of osiris
after the burial
suffocate

a band i dont like
and kavadica
tonight.

long time since ive been to a show.

i was stuck sitting under a trolly station for a little over an hour while i watched the rain and people i day dreamed ( Read more... )