Do you ever feel like your heart has just been torn out and ripped away...bc i do right now.. I hate crying... i hope these next 5 months go by fast.. he just left and i cannot bare it.. i love him so much.. before he left he came over this morning and gave me a beatiful white gold necklace with a diamond charm on it.. he is absolutely wonderful ( Read more... )

So it is now June.. a lot has happened..i would say i regret some of the things i have done but i was once told never regret... bc everything in life you do and what happens to you is for a reason.. God wanted you to travel down that path... maybe it wasn't the perfect path or the right path he laid out for you but it was one of his many paths if ( Read more... )

so i just want to say thank you to all you people that keep sending me these entertaining messages.. seriously they bring a smile to my face.. Because even though you dont like me.. you keep reading my live journal..and commenting.. so i mean i am on your mind..touching!! :)  but yet i dont get how you can sit there and say you are not worried ( Read more... )

So if we take it slow.. then why do we end up getting mad at each other if we are not together?? why do we get jealous when we see eachother flirting with other people.. i dont get this whole "talking/dating" situation.. bc it is like you are going out yet not.. it is soo confusing and it causes so many mixed emotions... god.. am i an idiot.. last ( Read more... )

So lately I just feel like I am at some amusement park.... the reason being is bc I feel like I am trpt on a Roller Coaster and cannot get off.. so many things in my life are going up and down.. I wish it could just be up.. but everything everything you can think of in my life is going up down all around.. my emotions my home life.. EVERYTHING..one ( Read more... )

man i just wish i could be there for my friend right now. I wish I could help him so much.. but all i know to say is i am so sorry... and that i am always here if he needs me.. even if it isnt in person.. I am always here for him to talk to.. Noone needs to be going through what he is right now. I hope God takes care of him.. I know he is a strong ( Read more... )

one word......BUTTERFLIES!

life isnt so bad....... i guess once you sleep on things you understand alot more... it is crazy.. like they say "life is like a roller coaster you have your ups and downs" whoever said that was soo right! and i mean i need to stop worrying so much...and you know what i still love that butterfly feeling.. it is like whenever i think of that certain ( Read more... )

god i am begining to hate savnnah ga more and more.... whenever i think something is gonna get good for me it suddenly turns to shit. im so pissed.. im so sick of being my moms D.D. every Friday..when I want to go out I can't because I am too busy babysitting her ass.. I am friggin 18 I didnt come up here to babysit.. I came up here bc my life was ( Read more... )

hello everyone ( Read more... )