so i haven't updated on this in a REALLY REALLY LONG TIME i think its been at least a year now but probably longer......i'm writing on here b/c i dunno i just....i just feel like things aren't going so great, i mean i have a LOT of things to be happy about, i'm spending alot of great time with my mom, just me and her one on one time, and we are ( Read more... )

so um yea...........lol check out my xanga, i updated that one with the details....i'm just updating here too so that if you want to leave a comment but don't have an account you can leave ur comment here, but not like i'll get ne comments ne ways ( Read more... )

SO YEA....its been since wednesday so i'll update you on my recent events ( Read more... )

ok so yea today was fun b/c i mean dur its an aday plus its wednesday meaning that the week is halfway over! whoa! lol ( Read more... )

ok so not only was my weekend ROCKIN! LOL but the past few days have been cool too ( Read more... )

if only you knew..................................if only........

"do i trust my heart or just my mind, why is truth so hard to find in this world?"

if only you knew.....................

so yea, today much much much better.....like whoa.....so yea ( Read more... )

so yea................that explosion....yea it happened...today unfortunately. seriously i wish i had a gun, and if i didn't use it to shoot myself then i'd use it to shoot phagen...b/c wow....i hate her.....i talked to her about being on sound and i was like ok, here's the deal, i'm really worried about being on sound b/c at the 3 weeks point ( Read more... )

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SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET IT ( Read more... )

lately i've been feeling like a falling bomb.....well my neighbor hit my mom's new mercedes today...wouldn't you know, my mom started crying and got really upset b/c now her "new" car isn't "new" anymore. its really not that noticable, but i understand where she's coming from. if i got a really nice expenseive car and it was 2 days old and someone ( Read more... )