tonight proved more than ever that its a good thing he;s out of my life. im so much stronger than him, and i dont need some pathetic slut to "complete" me....youre pathetic honey for jumping into a new relationship so fucking soon ( Read more... )

bad things should NOT be happening to good people!!!!!!!!

:'(

...DRV (woops, i mean DRP) - iloveyou<3

 
7th January 2005

10:47pm:
chemo

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soo goodbye emend, decadron, red faces, steroids, fake muscles:( , vp16, cysplatin, IV's, hospitals, morning sickness, dizzyness, blood tests, freeness from school :(, etc.

i got my purple heart award too :)

i am a cancer survivor.

its scary to still think of the fact that i had cancer, but i did, and ( Read more... )

so i finally got my computer back ( Read more... )

i;m so beyond sick of  people taking their bad moods out on me.

oh, and its monday and of course, i have a headache AGAIN.  this is getting ridiculouss.

and my heart goes out to everyone at virginia tech <3333

*ATTENTION; ATTENTION!!*

for those of you who actually still watch the macy's thanksgiving day parade, and even those who dont..um you should most definitely watch it this year.

WHY, you ask?

well how bout because miss cillaface, trishybabes, brianbaby and myself will be IN THE MOTHER EFFIN PARADE BITCHES!!!!

thats right. we are in the macy's ( Read more... )

Man I was mean but I'm changing my scene
And I'm doing the best that I can

Getting so much better all the time
It's getting better all the time
Better, better, better
It's getting better all the time
Better, better, better
Getting so much better all the time ♥

at work tonight, a lady at my register noticed my awareness bracelets and casually asked "wats the silver band stand for?"

( that one says 'i am strong')

to which i [probaby too] casually answered, "cancer survivor"

her eyes suddenly kinda slightly glazed over and she just looked at me and said, "good for you." in a soft voice.

sometimes i forget how ( Read more... )

at this time a year ago, i had a tiny, upsetting, pathetic amount of hair on my head underneath the wig.

at this present time,
i now have enough hair to make a low ponytail.

idc wat you think..to me, this is a very big deal and im happy and you should be happy for me. ok, well thats my opinion, if you really dont care then pshhh dont spoil my ( Read more... )

who's coming home today for an entire month??

:-D oh yesss

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