So I got paid $325 to allow Vidal Sasoon to cut my hair for their modeling show.. I dont like the cut but seriously it grows back and I made lots of money, got free food and free hair stuff.. So I dont care who ever else doesnt like it b/c they will never make $325 to cut their hair

School doesnt seem to be getting any worse, i guess thats a plus. My life hasnt changed, thats anything but a plus. Ang tried to help, words dont help, its not that Im depressed or all down hearted, just, just confused.. confused

Ever sit and wonder what happened to the days where friends really wanted to hang out with you ( Read more... )

so I havent update in forever... figured I might since Im sick and to weak to get up and do anything.. un fortunatly I have to go to practice for 2 1/2 hours and I feel like crap... this is just great well havent been up to much... got my hair changed again, hanging out with Greg, have 2nd lunch, got myu prom dress, okay I feel worse, g2g

So Im just sitting here on the first (well second for me) day of Christmas VaCa.... A lot has been on my mind recently.. like why Im still not happy, why people have to die, why people cant be happy for me when I tell them I got into MSU ( btw I got into MSU). You know going to funerals sure puts things into perspective, I never thought that ( Read more... )

Okay so second time this week he hung up on me.. he is all depressed ( Read more... )

I've tripped again and things are starting to get interesting ( Read more... )

Your Heart Is Red
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So I just got hung up on..if he thinks I'll call back he's mistaken. All I wanted to do was make him happy, make him feel good about himself and that makes me a bad person... guess I should just stop trying to deal with his insecurities..stop trying to deal at all.... I fold