I have been criticized for being “overly independent” so I want to clarify some things. I have to be militant when it comes to living my life. Growing up was never just a float down the river for me, I have always had to fight the tides just to keep my head above water. I didn’t really have any sort of normal childhood ( Read more... )

a friend just texted me, "I don't want you to be sad ( Read more... )

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the loneliness is getting to me.

I feel the urge to travel but maybe thats just my instincts trying to get away from it all.

girls here are dramatic, so are the boys.

I'd rather be my myself anyway.

but its still gets me down when I'm sick and all I want is the quiet company of a friend.

no friends.

I'm lonely. but I'm a loner, I'll survive for now. and I'll conquer it someday soon.

I guess its time to stop looking back and start moving on with my life.

I'll miss what we had probably for as long as I live.

I broke up with him.

I'm not happy or relieved or anything.

I feel terrible, he's perfect and I'm making the biggest mistake of my life.

11:04 PM- I just realized how immaculate my boobs are. Wow. So this is why guys like tits.

11:17 PM- I can't stop playing with them.

11:24 PM- I'm drunk.

he is really it. he's everything.

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greg has really made me feel so good, so right, so whole. I have strong feelings for him and I'm not looking forward to the ten days we have to spend apart ( Read more... )