so i heard this new song on the radio last week, and it opened my eyes to a lot of things, mostly... well, some would call it my "self-destructive" stage... just read the damn lyrics (i've changed some of the words since it was a guy singin the song and well, i'm not a guy ( Read more... )

i am so ridiculously lonely here in lexington. lance is home in paducah... and his mom keeps him so ungodly busy, he rarely has time to really talk to me. text messages dont count. i need to hear his voice ( Read more... )

for lance ( Read more... )

for nino ( Read more... )

so i've been looking through my old journals of lyrics and such, and a few things caught my eye ( Read more... )

i've also had this one stuck in my head as of late ( Read more... )

so i'm not really sure why, but i couldnt get these songs out of my head last night/this morning while i was trying to fall asleep ( Read more... )

so apparently i have this thing about waiting for months and months to post another entry ( Read more... )

so, i sat here and read through almost all of my LJ entries. and i realized that, like Hodgers said, it really is a romance novel. a really quirky, fucked up, confusing, semi-pathetic romance novel ( Read more... )

Nino asked me if the last post was intended to hurt him ( Read more... )