I really need professional help. I can't stop crying. I wish you were here. I don't want to be this sad little girl anymore. I don't and never wanted anyone to feel bad for me. I'm selfish. I need to let this anger I harbor go ( Read more... )

( I took a test )

cassandra, i'm not ignoring you right now, but i'm not quite ready to talk yet. i will be soon, but not right now. so please just wait until i'm ready thank you.
love,
nate

I'm hoping that the reason my brother didn't pick up the phone was just because he wasn't home.

I am terrified.

I want this so badly but I'm so scared that it's going to be ripped away like everything else has. It's going to cost me about $68,000 to go to Hallmark.

I wish you were still there for me. I need you now more than ever and you couldn't care less. We only talk when you want to.

PleasePleasePleasePleasePleasePleasePlease I need

Lull. Rut. Limbo. Whatever this is I need to get out of it ( Read more... )

 I hate that I haven't talked to my brother in over a month. He hasn't tried to call or anything. I know I'm going to have to be the one to fix this.

It's probably really lame to say this and lame that I get bummed out by it, but when I'm working all day, it bums me out that no one texts me for the 8-10 hours I'm there. I understand other people are ( Read more... )

 Saw some friends tonight, watched A Clockwork Orange, and a boy sang me Saves The Day & played guitar. 
"And I know that you're a sucker
for anything acoustic"

 I found a poem I wrote for my 8th grade english class. I got an 'A' on it and a 'Super'! haha ( Read more... )

 Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on.
Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on.
Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. 
Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on. Moving on.
from everyone and everything.