The moving back home thing turned into the huge deal that I thought it would. So instead of letting everyone get involved, I packed and moved everything besides my furniture in an hour and a half all by myself. I fit it all in my little old ford tauras. Nate and Cassie just sat there watching me move everything one by one. It's probably for the ( Read more... )

I'm not going to get my hopes up this time ( Read more... )

Going to Long Island in the morning to see Graham and see his band play(Our Own Ghosts) and take promos for them(g-ram has a camera for me to borrow). I'm so excited to see him, it's been sooooooooooo long. He's great ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I feel left behind with all my friends at school or on tour ( Read more... )

Started my new job. It's great ( Read more... )

Everything has changed so much ( Read more... )

 I'm moving in with my brother.

 Life goes on.

Spend a lot of time smoking with the flowers, humming birds, and bats.

The air is starting to smell more and more like fall. When I'm on my roof at night I can really feel it.

I always sleep in the fetal position with the blanket over my head and tucked under me.

Marcus still texts me all the time and I don't know why. I try not to text him back or ( Read more... )

 I just want to fast forward being over him.
I've had so much fun this week and have seen some great friends.
But it's when I'm alone at my window, smoking a cigarette that everything comes rushing back.

He's just a boy.

Life goes on. But it's moving so slowly.