i have nothing,
know nothing,
want nothing.

not as an emotion, as a state. not as a self evaluation, but as a generalization.
i think what i'm trying to say is fuck this shit.

I was never sure about how I felt, but I'm pretty sure I have hope in America's good potential again. So let's see how the next four years go. Years and years from now, kids are going to ask me about 9/11, and this.

 I began this entry to serve as a reflection on 2008 and how fantastic it was for me, but the truth is that my brain has so thoroughly reflected over and over upon the kind of things I've been filling my life with this past year that writing them down would be frustrating. I will say that I went to a conference, with the school's Christian group- ( Read more... )

i am the most blessed person.
for how much i don't necessarily like the place i'm in, i didn't pick it because it would be perfect for me. i picked it because it was the perfect price. as such, it's exactly what i should have expected. some aspects exceed expectations, some don't meet what i expected. some of the people here are really wonderful, ( Read more... )

so that was my senior summer. i could probably replay every instant for you from the minute my butt hit the slip n slide to the morning i got in the car the day i moved in here ( Read more... )

Never would have guessed any of this. I can't believe this is the way I'm leaving ( Read more... )

what was i ever kidding ( Read more... )

I couldn't tell you everything that's been going on. what strange extreme things are happening ( Read more... )

 blisters inhibit my free movement. there's so many of them. my feet are plagued.
otherwise; not bad. excellent.
M-Day weekend.

 i never thought i was a superstitious person but i find myself in fear of mentioning how good things are because i feel like once you mouth the goodness of something that's the same minute it goes to pot. i also feel like i'm bragging because i know many people aren't having the best of times and i doubt it helps hearing about how blissful things ( Read more... )