jason, reading, writing, working, school, car, music, christmas, winter, money, pot, friends, time, city, family, everything.

it's all great.

but i do miss ana, rachel, and k.falkz.

I really never know how to begin journal entries. I usually say something along the lines of "I hate livejournal, but I write in here anyway." But to be honest, private journals don't do it for me. I do like getting feedback just to know someone's listening. I hardly get the chance to tell anyone what's truly going on in my life nor do I get to ( Read more... )

I FEEL GOOD and I did it on my own so it FEELS EVEN BETTER.

i don't know what to do. it feels like he only wants me to go so i'd have no choice but to leave everything and everyone behind and focus strictly on him.  he doesn't look at me the same when we talk about.  his eyes look uncertain and yet he wants me to think this is the greatest idea.  i don't know why he wants to leave so badly.  i think ( Read more... )

Sometimes opportunities arise that feel almost necessary to take, even if it takes setting aside things you've grown accustomed to.  That statement may seem ordinary and obvious but it takes different stances when it pertains to certain things.  Of course this is obvious too.  But then you find yourself in a situation and realize it's difficult to ( Read more... )

I'M TRIPPING BALLS. ive been tripping for about 15 hours. i want it to stop.

I probably shouldn't be saying this on the not-so-trustworthy livejournal but this is a very pivotal moment for me. ..i finallllly dropped. me and sean went over andrew's and he was tripping so good so he offered me and sean a tab and we split it.  sean picked me a flower and it felt like my child the entire night. i didn't let it go once.  not ( Read more... )

i guess i'm supposed to talk about the last day of high school.  everyone seemed so busy that day...not busy in the normal sense..but busy in the life sense.  everyone just seemed so much older and ready and willing and i still feel like a little girl.  i was feeling the most awkward i have ever felt in my life.. i wasn't sure if i was sad or ( Read more... )

I feel like screaming....so much shit is going on in such little time and I'm about to explode.

1.  My mom just went out to buy a home drug test for me because she found a piece of paper in my car that said "Adam - # - 'The Good Shit'".  I don't even know an Adam, neither does Sean. Besides, we already have enough dealers.  And what the fuck was my ( Read more... )

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