ME WRITING TO NO ONE BUT THE VOICES IN MY HEAD. ITS TRUE WHEN THEY SAY THAT THE LIFE I LEAD IS JUST A CURSE. SCARED TO NOT FEEL JEALOUS FOR NOT BEING THERE. DOING ALL THAT HAS BEEN DONE BEFORE. IT'S ALL BEEN DONE BEFORE WOO WOO WOO WOOO. HATING/LOVING FRIENDS. SELFISH PEOPLE WHO DON'T SEE THE LIGHT. THINKING THINGS ARE FABULOUS. NOT. READING THE ( Read more... )

SOMETIMES I THINK IT'S IMPORTANT TO GO INTO DETOX. IF THIS MEANS CRAWLING IN A HOLE FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS, SO BE IT. I'LL PROBABLY BE STRONGER FOR IT IN THE END. I'VE DISCOVERED SOME FABULOUS NEW TUNES OVER THE PAST FEW DAYS & I PLAN ON USING MY "GETINTOITKATOMYBROTHAS" PLAYLIST UNTIL I CAN'T DEAL WITH LIFE ANYMORE. I'VE ALSO DL SOME OLD OLD FALL ( Read more... )

I NEVER WRITE IN THIS THING ANYMORE. BUT OF COURSE, READING THE RAMBLINGS OF THE GOOD OLD P.W. HAS MADE ME WANT TO SIT DOWN & WRITE. I WANTED TO BE A WRITER SINCE I WAS VERY YOUNG BUT I HATED WRITING STORIES, I JUST LIKED WRITING DOWN WHAT I WAS THINKING @ THE TIME. ANYWAYS. IT FEELS LIKE SPRING TODAY AND I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS BECAUSE I AWOKE TO ( Read more... )

I'M NOT REALLY SURE WHY I'M POSTING IN THIS. I WISH MYSPACE DID SOME SORT OF BLOG THING, WITHOUT HAVING THEM ALL ON YOUR PAGE. ANYWHOS. READING BACK ON ALL OF MY OLD ENTRIES, WHICH I HAVE TIME TO DO, BELIEVE IT OR NOT IN MY BOXY BOX, I'VE REALIZED SOME THINGS. #1 FIRST AND FOREMOST, I USED TO BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NAIEVE. SO STUPID. AND DUMB. ( Read more... )

HOW MANY PEOPLE STILL DO LJ ENTRIES. I FEEL LIKE NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE DO THEM. I USED TO WRITE EVERYTHING IN THIS THING...ALMOST EVERYDAY. SOMETIMES TWICE. NOW I DON'T ANYMORE & I'M NOT SURE WHY. I THINK IT'S GOOD TO GET THINGS FROM MY HEAD TO PAPER (OR SCREEN) AND ONCE I START, I USUALLY DON'T STOP. I THINK THE LAST TIME I WROTE IN THIS THING I WAS ( Read more... )

WITH EVERYTHING WINDING DOWN AND ALL, I'VE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT THESE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS. I FEEL LIKE IF I SIT HERE AND WRITE IT ALL OUT, MAYBE I'LL BE ABLE TO SORT THINGS IN MY HEAD. IF THERE'S ANYTHING THAT I'VE LEARNED ABOUT IN THE PAST 4 YEARS IT'S ABOUT PASSION. I HATE USING THAT WORD SOMETIMES BUT IT'S TRUE. MY PASSION LEADS TO EMOTION ( Read more... )

I FEEL LIKE I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO IS EVERY @ THE OFFICE. I'M SO SICK OF SCHOOL IT'S REDONKULOUS. I WALK FROM MY CAR, TO CLASS, TO THE UNION, TO THE RADIO STATION AND EVEN THOUGH IT'S RELATIVELY IN THE SAME AREA, I FEEL AS IF I DON'T KNOW ANYONE AT ALL. EVERYONE SEEMS SO FOREIGN TO ME THESE DAYS AND IT'S KIND OF UPSETTING. I REMEMBER WALKING FROM ( Read more... )

I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND SOME PEOPLE. LAST NIGHT WAS FABULOUS, UNTIL IT TURNED BAD NEWS BEARS. IT'S OK. THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY, I'M WORN OUT FROM PLAYING 4 SQUARE WITH THE KIDS ALL AFTERNOON. PEACE.

*LAGUNA BEACH JESSICA & DIETER ORRRRRRRRRR JACK'S MANNEQUIN-APRIL 3RD ( Read more... )

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIKE 03874038 YEARS, I FORGOT THAT BIGHEAD'S BDAY WAS TODAY. O WELL. ANYWAYS, IN BETTER NEWS, I'M GOING TO BE INTERNING THIS SUMMER @ RADIO DISNEY. PERFECT JOB FOR ME RIGHT? I <3 KIDS & MUSIC. PUT THE 2 TOGETHER, AND WHAT DO YOU HAVE? RADIO DISNEY. I WAS HIRED ON THE SPOT BECAUSE I WAS "OVERQUALIFIED" UM, WHICH IS SUPRISING, ( Read more... )