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You are a moaner. You are usually found on the
bottom, where you like it. Your voice is
usually confined to your room.

Are you a moaner or screamer?
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So here I is, woke up at 7:30, as usual. Am eating some cereal now, gonna go shower in a few. Work's going alright, gonna get a raise and a bonus at the end of the year. ;) Yeea. Meaning I can plan my trip to Canada around Christmas, my trip to Miami around easter and save up money for the Eurotrip next year. Haha! I can picture (Katman's)Matt's ( Read more... )

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Self mutilation as in cutting parts of my skin off, maybe even the excess fat. Maybe then Gabriel will finally notice me and actually compliment me. Maybe then he will realize what his obsession is doing to me. Maybe if I cut off the scars on my back from acne, he will find me prettier? Maybe if I stop eating and become thin, he'll love me more ( Read more... )

I'm having those thoughts again. Not the suicidal ones again, but the self mutilation ones. See, I'm too much of a coward to try suicide so the self mutilation is like an easier option.

Details will follow later, I got eyes behind me.

After a wonderful day of going out driving, buying food and visiting Gabe's parents we had a nice chillout evening at a friend's place. I was ready to go home and cuddle up into my bed and sleep. But somewhere, around half way home, Gabriel decides to drag race. Now mind you, I'm a compedative person. However stupidly putting our lives in danger ( Read more... )