Who on here is one of my dear friends still? you know, The kind that would come visit me if they could ( Read more... )

hello friends

i have a goopy mix in my hair now

but, hellooo!

i am moving to utah. there's really no good reason. and i don't even want to. and no one really wants me to. but i shook hands with a book over the phone and promised to.

realizing over and over again, i dont get boring, people around me and i myself change and the things that excite me change and now im ona sorta informational and metaphysical riff in this large macro micro scope of the symphony

ie why i cant what for chucks farm chad and why i have to be happy for even the ties clel cut with me

I AM MAD AS HELL AND FRANKLY MY DEAR I DONT GIVE A DAMN

hold on to your bones and the roots that you know cause the sky gonna git ya and the clouds gonna fall and you'll be chicken little, the boy who cried wolf, and all those who wrote down words of a thing we called thought
let the superheroes fly, let the supernatural die.
but you, don't you try to settle my sky.

New Lesson About Love I will Probably forget ( Read more... )

this is far worse than anything i have ever felt.
this is lasting.

it tastes bitter and cold. there is a lump in my throat. there is whisper in my voice, it is wheezing always.

i will not be around. you all have fun.

if you didn't understand, here' another way of saying what i just said ( Read more... )

Basically, I'm fairly happier these days, because I've given up on any idealized form of happiness. I've given up on "true love" and balanced relationships. Basically, I'm just gonna try on doing what's right and settling for however I end up feeling about it. You know, just doing whatever gets me by, and sticking with it till the end, and getting ( Read more... )