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I knew I would have to do this alone. I accepted that.
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All I had to do was remember that it was always going to happen. That moment was so set in stone that it screamed back to me for years. The vibrations of that event, so intense, that I felt it not as a way to get around it, and not even as a warning that it was impending, but just because it was there. It was always there ( Read more... ) -
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I occasionally drop back here to remember the past. Everything I ever thought would happen did, this is what I learn. My gut has always been right, I should listen more. I've never felt more trapped than now though, so I'm not quite sure what to do about it at this point ( Read more... ) -
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People don't like to talk about things like this. I don't care, I'm done pretending. I have been living with a cloud over my head for the past 3 years. I had lost my path and my light went out ( Read more... ) -
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I guess maybe I'm starting to accept the fact that you are what I'm stuck with. Laying here pregnant with your second child. I still don't really understand how that happened. I tried to let the recent past go, the lies the cheating and betrayals yet already I feel it is starting again. I don't know what I should do, I think about it all the time. ( Read more... ) -
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At night, when everyone is asleep and I am all alone, I wonder why I am so alone. With all these people mad at me, even complete strangers that I have never met. It makes me wonder what I have done so wrong, I really try to be a good person. Is there a reason that all of this needs to happen? Is this all so I will become some person and complete ( Read more... ) -
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clear your mind
what are your problems? -
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That feeling is coming back. That hopeless, helpless, everything is pointless feeling. So alone. So scared. So confused. I know I was the one that isolated myself, but I think I made a big mistake stepping back out into the world of trying to make friends and be friends with people. Before I just felt alone, but now I feel alone and hated. I have ( Read more... ) -
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It's getting hard to breath again.