I've realized that sometimes being an Animal Activist is annoying as hell. Don't get me wrong I will always believe that Animals do not deserve to die, or put through any sort of pain for the sake of humans. However, I have become rather frusterated with myself ( Read more... )

This summer has been interesting so far. Daniela left for Italy already which was depressing. Oh then I found out that my horse died in october and no body told me because I was going through a hard time ( Read more... )

I'm really frusterated yet proud of myself. I love that I lost weight but I hate how absolutly nothing fits me. Its really annoying that my pants are always baggy as hell and nothing looks flattering ( Read more... )

I know this is going to be surprising to hear (see?) me say (type?) but I am actually not looking forward to summer. I am looking forward to not having a workload but I am going to miss fordham .. I want to be able to have my apartment all summer so I could come in and out whenever. I really do love it here ( Read more... )

Today eric came over, we had a fun day-- we went to doin dishes for some reason, it was nice haha...then we went to get dinner, and to the mall and chilled at my house. yay. I made a christmas tree for him, it was pretty. haha..it was his christmas present along with some other stuff- I gave him all of it tonight ( Read more... )

I am in a pissy mood ( Read more... )

So here's the deal...I'm transfering. Possibly to Montclair possibly to Seton Hall Possibly to Fordham ( Read more... )

so i hate college.

hate it.

I am so so so homesick i dont want to be here at all. I have been chillin with my friend devin alot but i feel like i am just a burden on him.

I wanna go home. I am going home weekends now. thank god.. how many days till friday? 5? ugh.

Life.

Its interesting, and i love it. its all good and i'm so happy.

Yesturday was my 6 months with eric. its weird cuz part feels like its alot longer because i feel like i have known him forever but the other part feels like it sped by.

I think he is what makes me so happy.

our last senior retreat was yesturday. It was so nice i cant even explain it. I realized that in my life at school ive kept myself really closed off from every one like "i have my group of friends i dont care about the rest of you". and i dont care all that much but i feel like i could have opened up to more people a while ago and it would have ( Read more... )