I'm never going to loose this weight and I'm such a fat ass. I've been restricting my meals everyday but the weight WILL NOT come off. I got really into an "I don't give a fuck" mood today and binged. This should be some massive thinspiration and make you all feeling like purging ( Read more... )

Today was bizarre. I had a customer at work who told me that tonight something huge is going to happen and everyone in the government is taking the fall for it. He mentioned something called SARA and supposedly, Bill Clinton is responsible for putting this law into action. But, it never came into full effect. Apparently this law deals with money ( Read more... )

Remember how I was debating on going out with Daddy Warbucks? Well, I didn't call either of the guys I met at the dinner party. Anyways, the chef showed up at my work a few days ago and wanted to get my number for Bryan. I politely declined and told him what a great time I had. He proceeded to tell me that Bryan is worth $200 million and he's still ( Read more... )

The past week has been amazing. It started out at Cashmere with George, Sean, Dan, and John. Cashmere is a gay club. Fabulous. We got tipsy and it was a blast. Now that I'm 21 it's so much fun to drink. I don't have to worry about looking over my shoulder to make sure some undercover cop is watching. Dan and I went to his house and smoked. I passed ( Read more... )

I made an appointment with my financial aid advisor today. Apparently they're assigning me a new one. My first impression of him was not a fond one. That pisses me off because I adore my old one! He allowed me to relax in his office and use the phone anytime I wanted. Plus, he found me an ocean front apartment and roomate ( Read more... )

Today was pretty much uneventful. My best friend broke up with his boyfriend and we're going to seduce our friend for him. So it looks like we're all heading out to the club tomorrow. There's going to be a drag show... I hope it's fabulous! The place we go to has fun productions. Not to mention, straight boys frequent it as well. I'm really ( Read more... )

I've been having the most peculiar dreams lately. I continually dream about my ex-boyfriends and past crushes ( Read more... )

Today I decided to do something different. To take the road I have strayed away from for far too long. When the world seemed so distant and I had lost my gravity this is where I came. To know that people are out there experiencing the same thing as me is liberating. I've been so good about altering my lifestyle up until this point, but I'm not ( Read more... )