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It's been two days since my dad and I went to Charleston on vacation. I had such an amazing time! Apart from how short it was, everything was wonderful. We spent the first day shopping downtown and scotuing out all of the boutiques and seaside attractions. We look long strolls down alleys looking at the old houses and churches. Some of the ( Read more... ) -
Day One First Fruits Fast
Last night I was exhausted from school, but my mind was so active that I couldn't get any sleep. I turned on the television around 10 and changed it to TBN. When I was listening to the words of the Pastor it seemed like they were just for me. I have decided to try and give myself a chance for change. The thing that first got me interested was the ( Read more... ) -
Fading.
Wow. This week has gotten off to a horrible start. Emotionally I've been very unstable. Living with my dad is really starting to wear on me and apparently it's affecting my physical persona. The day started off with me being late to class and rushing to sit down and then nearly falling on my face. Then I was getting on the elevator and barely made ( Read more... ) -
Numb
I haven't posted a new entry in ages. My parents were getting suspicious of my eating habits again so I had to stop for a while. Oh well. Now I'm back in school so they don't get to see what and when I'm eating. I told my dad that I've been working out more, so he'll think that the weight I shed is from exercise. Thankfully, my father is oblivious ( Read more... ) -
Happy Halloween!!!
The Monsters Ball was amazing. George brought Stone down from Orlando and we totally hit it off. He's a fabulous kind of guy. First we started at a Halloween store then we went to Goodwill and I picked out outfits for the boys. We were laughing our asses off and making so much noise. Everyone there was looking at us (in our wigs and sunglasses) and ( Read more... ) -
Halloween here I come!
I saw Johnny and James at Party City and found out their Halloween extravaganza has been moved to the 28th! AMAZING! It is meant to be. I thought George and I were unable to attend, because we both have school the day after Hallow's Eve, but now timing could not be more perfect. We will be going as the greats- Salvador Dali and Elsa Schiaparelli. ( Read more... ) -
Modelicious, darling!
Johnny comes on Wedesday and I'm totally broken out. Ugh. This sucks. I figure... If he doesn't like me the way I am then he's not as special as I thought he was. The past few days have been hard. I feel utterly un-pretty. Even though my outfits have been totally cute, I just feel gross. Plastic surgery has been on my mind a lot lately. I want ( Read more... ) -
A pleasant suprise.
Wow. I haven't updated in awhile. Everything has been so hectic with school and life. So, Ruby (my beloved 3rd car... yes, 3rd) has been totaled. Some guy slammed into the back of me and now her life is over. What with Princess and Ruby gone... I'm beginning to think I'm not supposed to have a car. If I lived closer to school I wouldn't even get a ( Read more... ) -
Fate or odds?
School starts on Monday for me and I'm really stressed out. This entire summer has been amazing and very liberating, but I'm becoming sad. The weather is changing and responsibility starts to take over. I wanted to loose ten pounds before school, but I couldn't force myself to stop eating. The more I try not to eat, the more I consume. I'm like a ( Read more... )
