relieved...

[ivy00]

i just handed in my paper after pulling an all-nighter. i am SO exhausted... at the same time, i'm really proud of myself that i didn't snack TOO much last night. usually i "allow" myself to nibble on really bad things like donuts and chips when i'm studying, but somehow i resisted the urge last night and i feel pretty good about it right now -

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[valuhr3i]

hey i read your post on proanorexia..and i totally know what your going through...its the same with me. idk what to do or how to deal with it. will i ever be able to change..just being ana/mia for a few minths now i dont think ill ever be able to change. i cant have food in my stomach anymor...its horrible..i thought it was just me who felt guilty when i purge. i didnt know others do too. i fell into the trap of bulemia and cant get out.

[anonymous]

hey ivy, sounds like your doing great with your bf, but with the mia im sorry that sucks. I read your entry about purging at his families house, thats scary. but the past few days if i eat/ drink something i start automatically getting the feeling i need to puke, the awful salivating starts, i try keeping the food down but know it wont and i just puke. its more disgusting than forcing my self. i feel your pain. try to stay more ana and dont be too hard on yourself

anonymous not

[wanabperfect]

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