my parents watch me all the time now..they make me eat..and everything sucksss i cant be myself anymore. i cant do the things i want either..its sooo hard! now im just forced into exercizing myself to death every day because they wont let me purge or not eat. but i feel ugly and fatttt all my hard work thrown away and now im 107 again.. i hate this

ok so i got my blood drawn today... uggg i felt like fainting im terrified of needles ( Read more... )

holy crap...i went to the dr on wednesday to get my tailbone looked at cause ive been having pain in it. and for some strange reason, the doctor kept saying something like i might have anemia and that i need to get bloodwork done and an mri to see if im anemic. she kept insisting that i get it as soon as possible ( Read more... )

omg... so i just weighed myself and i finally went down a lb. i was 108 for like 3 days or so it seamed.. it seamed like FOREVER!! but im 107 now..and like its encouraging haha ( Read more... )

so basically, out of a series of events and unfortunate happenings, i have decided to become anorexic. Ive been wanting to do this for like forever now, but it has always been way too hard and i always ended up eating way too much food. im not fat at all. im just average. some people call me skinny..but thats just cause their fat. I constantly feel ( Read more... )

ok so this is my first entry..im new to this so im not sure what exactly to say..um yea..haha just a test here.. heehee!! ♥