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Long Time No See LJ.
Well hello there LJ it has been a very long time. How am I? Well let's just say a lot has happened since last October ( Read more... ) -
Hello, 2013
Well here we are, another year has started and let us pray to whatever deity is listening it's a hell of a sight better than the last two. I am desperate for a better year. I have had my share of heart ache lately. I just want an attempt at the extraordinary, just for a little while. Where is the fun and beautiful world I was told existed? I just ( Read more... ) -
Feeling really sad
So while looking through things I found the birthday card my father got me last year for my birthday. The hand writing is barely legible and he didn't spell a lot of things right but as much as this card makes me want to weep I know I need to cherish it because it will be the last birthday card I ever get from him. There are times I miss my father ( Read more... ) -
*grump*
I am so tired of bad things happening. It must stop. We need the karmic wheel to roll some good fortune our way or I think I may go on a god damned killing spree. Dad is at the VA now but we still have problems affording his care. They have endless doctors appointments and then demand we be at all of them. Do they pay our travel expenses? Hell no. ( Read more... ) -
Anger is not healthy but it is all I've got.
My face is cherry red right now from trying not to yell at my father. Correction, he is not my Dad anymore, he is just this thing that feels the need to insult and berate my mother. He just yells at her and she just takes it ( Read more... ) -
Um universe WTF?!?!
This year has had soo many fucking bad things happen I just don't know where to begin. I want it to be 2012 already. Just fuck! next year has to be better.
To you my darling (and you know who this is) if it is positive know I will fight with you every step of the way. I love you very much and you are my sister never forget that, -
This is Halloween!
Happiest of Halloweens to my fellow LJers. Hope it's magical. -
Hello again
Just a post to say I'm here, I'm still alive, still going to school and that is about it. Trying to help my Mom and Sister the best that I can with Dad but it is hard. Some days he's pretty clear but most he has no idea who we are or even why he lives with us. It can be difficult for Mom.
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