I hate it that I always post this kind of shit but I can't help it. I have always used my blogs to write about what's bothering me. It's like therapy for me. I feel bad that I'm like two journals behind on responding to people's comments to my other journals but I just can't seem to pull myself out of this rut and today I seriously just need a ( Read more... )

so saturday (today I guess) is my last night at Expressions. Its also the day of their five-year party. I'm just going to pretend it's my going away party. *sighs* at least I'll be able to do a feature show and there will be jello wrestling. If anyone is in the area I'd love it if you could come. Free food, half-naked jello wrestling and fun and ( Read more... )

uhg... I've lost another old customer to death.
One of my oldest customers (whom I haven't seen in like 3 years, but still) was killed last week by his son. Shot six times. I knew them both. I'm still sort of shocked by this, they were both really nice, very laid back and friendly guys... I'm sure I'm not getting the whole story, but the police ( Read more... )

-my Buick is dead. engine seized up, completely shot. It sucks but I kinda knew it was going to be that way. Now I need a new cheap car. Something around $400-$600 that will get me to work and back and its heater works. that's all I need.

-My green tree frog (otherwise known as IDC) got loose today when I had Cybersluagh change their water. I found ( Read more... )

so I went to the Lime Village pioneer days with The Boy, Cybersluagh, and Heretic. It was fun, got a few rabbit pelts and a bear skull! Its so damn awesome! Its missing its lower fangs but its beautiful and I LOVE it! I think I'm going to start collecting skulls *ponders* You can see pictures of it in my gallery. The guy said it was a black bear, ( Read more... )

well I just talked to my girl Raven and we're trying to organize a trip for me to Florida. Hopefully I can find a sitter for a couple hours a day while I'm gone that way someone will be able to pick up The Boy from the bus stop and watch him until Heretic gets home. Meh... I just don't know too many people in this area that could help. I'll figure ( Read more... )

so the owner of my club asked me to do a dominatrix show for the five year party on the 26th *blinks* I was starting to think the girl had no faith in me. *grins* she also liked a number of my ideas for future events. I'm feeling strangely appreciated for once hehe

...mmm I need a new outfit *ponders*

so I just got home from work and then that bar (forgive my bad grammer/spelling) My facebook account has been disabled for some reason, still working that out. Dunno why it happened but it makes me all sad face *pouts* anyway, it was a shitty night at work until a friend showed up and spent some money then invited me out for drinks. Ended up well ( Read more... )

-I should know better then to trust some of the people I do. I'm still a doormat

-the underside of my ass cheeks hurt

-I ditched out on my nephew's birthday today

-I worked until 5am for $200... it wasn't worth it but I needed it

-I think I hate my job already. its too soon to dread going to work.

-I still haven't gotten the refund for my ( Read more... )

so the other car repair place quoted me almost exactly half of what stoopid Firestone wanted to charge me! Woot! my dad agreed to pay for like half of it and I should have no problem getting the other half gathered up. Sadly my bills will get behind again but hey, truck will be fixed!