Last Friday night Teat and I were riding the trolley and at one stop this heavyset man with a hardhat fastened to his backpack sat down across from us. Then a middle-aged woman came up next to him and asked, “May I?” and he made some chivalrous remark and scooted over towards the window so she could sit down. She was drinking out of a plastic cup ( Read more... )

"Expectations are resentments waiting to happen."

...no one would surprise me unless you do.

My entry from March 19, 2006 reads, "I want out of here SO badly." Ironic... cause I've been home for three months and I don't want it to end. I know when I move back to school and everything starts up again I'll get real busy and, periodically, extremely stressed... but I'll enjoy myself. I hoped this ( Read more... )

Why aren't you here to remind me that I'm better than this?

Sell all my coursebooks online for more than the bookstore will give me for them.

Re-start and finish Invisible Monsters. :)

I want so badly to cry... but the tears won't come.

And to write... but the words won't come.

Apathy has overtaken me.

Everything changed and now I can barely recognize myself.

Oddly enough, I'm sort of content.

Wow.

I used to have so much to say. Not so anymore, I guess.

I finished my second quarter at UCI yesterday. Things have been going relatively well. I'm kinda in this state where I can't complain about anything and I'm just waiting for someone to rain on my parade. For some development to surface that'll remind me what angst feels like. As much ( Read more... )

"We'll work as a team to stay happy forever."

I realized that if I really want to go somewhere with these journalistic aspirations, I have to start writing. For the newspaper, for on-campus magazines and stuff like that. Any decent internship is definitely going to ask that I have some stuff published. Scholarships, too. And the more I write, the more I (hopefully) get stuff published, and the ( Read more... )