The early nightfall as a result of the time change has caused me grief in the past but this year I’m responding to it positively. I saw the sun today for the first time in a week. I didn’t like it. Perhaps if I continue to keep a strictly nocturnal schedule I’ll grow tired of the stars as my exclusive natural light. Currently though I’m enjoying ( Read more... )

I'm running out of ways to say that I'm fed up.

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I don’t know if ennui is the word for it. There’s not just weariness. I feel a lot of anger. It all just sits behind my face and occasionally it’s evident. I know because sometimes people ask me why it looks like I’m taking a shit then I realize I’m expressing some sort of strain and I wipe it off and make a bad joke or mumble goofy cryptic crap. ( Read more... )

I know beasts.

i've seen this room and i've walked this floor

the bones inside the skin are loose

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Staring at old stains is making me feel sick. I need some bleach.

I've been rubbing my legs raw over the past couple of weeks ( Read more... )

I have a handful of unfinished songs. It's very frustrating.

I'm a boy so full of love