i know i have a lot on my mind ( Read more... )

im drinking again ( Read more... )

i haven't written in here in ages,
but i just need to vent.

i need to get the fuck out of here,
and fast.
i really have nothing holding me back,
and im so fucking grateful for that.
i want to just leave,
and not look back.

and that's happening in five or so days.
thank the lord.

nothing in this world is ever pure good ( Read more... )

someone makes me question myself ( Read more... )

such a controvsial matter; happiness ( Read more... )

another night ( Read more... )

i guess im used to not being happy ( Read more... )

i dont see myself;;when i look in the mirrror ( Read more... )

its in the water;;baby.
its in the pills that bring you down.

reaching.
switching.
lighting.
taking.
pushing.
digging.
pulling.
dragging.
bleeding.
loving.
reapting.

i break the back of love for you;;
i break the back of love for you.