New year, new tough stuff ( Read more... )

It's been almost a year since I've bothered writing anything in here. It's definitely been a tumultuous year, an intense year. But, I've visited here many times, reading, pondering, musing. Remembering. Last year, I was aching over the loss of Ryan. It took me longer to move on from him than we actually dated. I would say it took me maybe 7 months ( Read more... )

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So, I've been re-reading stuff. Because after Clark and I broke up, I drove to Charlotte. If I'm being really honest with myself, I know I went there because I was scared to be alone again. But I told myself it was because I'd been missing Zak for weeks. Whatever. Zak has a girlfriend, again. But before I found out about that, he flipped because I ( Read more... )

Well, it's May 2012. From reading the last entry, I know that that was from August 2010, almost two years ago. But I've been having another rough breakup with another guy, so I'm needing to journal. But I'll quickly update on the gyst of the past two years ( Read more... )

so i haven't journaled in ages. i'm just doing it now because i am so effing pissed about a lot of shit, and it's too personal to go off about it on facebook ( Read more... )

ugh i keep coming back here, to not write again. idk what to say, and i don't really have any time to say. been with zak a month almost. still miss rion, but letting go a little bit more each day. cortney's not doing so well this week, i'm not sure what's up. umm, my grades are smashing. i'm really ready to be done with school, i kind of hate it ( Read more... )

in 15 minutes, i'm going to attempt to go to nw and sack zak, and go to boone- BUT i'm about 99.9% sure i either won't be able to get in the school, or he won't be able to go with me. or both. but more or less-- it could be a really fun time. i miss boone.

you know what i wish? i wish i was OVER him, like so FAR over. but i'm NOT. and i'm MISERABLE. kadjlsajdknskfjnlskdmwlksadm.

ah, damn.
once again-
nope.
stupid boys.