There's a birthday party this Saturday, with a larger version of the same group of people. This group can be a little much for me sometimes. They're not all alike, but they openly adore one another, and physical affection some times flirts with attraction to the point where it makes me uncomfortable. They scare me - and they thrill me, as I have ( Read more... )

And it ceases to matter. I wish I could say it didn't hurt.

1. What curse word do you use the most?
Fuck or whore. They battle it out daily.

2. Do you own an iPod?
Yeah, 30g. It's old, and I love it.

3. What person on your flist do you talk to the most?
Longingtobecome

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Gradually and then suddenly. One day, by surprise, swiftly and unexpected, the sun shines through the cracks and the air opens up. You can sing again. And you sing and sing and sing, to nothing and to everything, laughing all the while. And, if you're lucky, you never again are made to stop.

Sometimes, more often now than it used to, life just makes me smile.

A friend used to say something to me when I expressed similar doubts. If they're pretending to care, that means they care. But in hindsight, a lot of things he said were full of shit. I'm not sure. I.. bet this isn't any help ( Read more... )

Te quiero (I love you. All forms)
Te deseo (I want you. Can be -sexual-)
Te extraño (I miss you.)
Me encantas (I'm enchanted (by you))

Never use te amo. It's for gringos and telemundos.

Your Spanish lesson for today, brought to you by my desire to remember. lol

Tanzan and Ekido were once traveling together down a muddy road. A heavy rain was still falling ( Read more... )

"If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I."

Happy Valentine's Day to all of you. <3

'Well, he knows I'll bite, but I'm not making the first move. The yellow brick road has been laid out for him. If the man's interested, clueless or not, he better get to making his move asap.'

No, I'm not conceited AT ALL, noooo....

But, in my defense, I can still poke fun at myself. :)