Marcie has a live journal !! yey!!!shes so hott hott hott . ha ..

i spent time with brian last night . he makes me feel like im worth something . he was wearing a neat yellow sweater . we kissed alot . i got butterflies in my stomach..i wish he didn't live all the way in colorado . i am going to see him as soon as i have teh money . he said he would pay for half the plane ticket..what a sweet heart ( Read more... )

I was so fucking beautiful. i stood i waited for years. you never did show. you said you watched from a distance as my eyes bled tears. why couldn't you see it i was beautiful once ( Read more... )

My parents are uber gay ..This sucks so bad im not going to be back in town until tuesday or so. this fucks everything up. i hope brian is still here tuesday... I won't be able to get online for like 3 days. i think i may die!!

So i have joined this fun little thing called Myspace its fucking awesome i have met so many neat people. ( its like friendster ( Read more... )

i was watching tv and it was the new years episode of the OC. i started thinking about who am i going to kiss. who do i want to kiss? i realized what the answer was ... Hank. Im afraid of rejection or i would ask him if we could do something for new years . he will reject me it is a fact .thats just how it works. They say the way you spend new ( Read more... )

i have been biting my lip all day it is on the verge of bleeding .. its nerves and stress i suppose...

what a fucking jerk.. i swear to god . he sould have at least called to say he wasn't coming... but fuck him .. and thank you for nice ppl like timmy ...

<3 to the ppl who gave a fuck..

ari

My parents didn't come home last night again... they are out of state and out of mind.

I miss eric alot sometimes .. that black hair those shining eyes..

i wanna do you and do you no harm....~junior senior

<3 ari