Im starting my book today.

its going to be a collection of journals.

to be entitled a "The Junkies Journals" or something to that effect.

ok here is the deal ( Read more... )

GUESS WHATTT!!!!

Im going to be a ninja girl!
i have my photoshoot sometime next week.

check out the site !

http://www.ninjagirls.net


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You check my journal every few minutes .

When are you going realize nothing has changed?
Im about as happy as i was when i was with you last summer.

In other words im not happy at all.

idonotmiss.youilied. a l l w e e v e r d i d w a s f i g h t ! !

I have got hips like murder.
and your hands are holding them back.

This is passion,
you are the ultamate distraction.

My body is missing something it has never had.

Id imagine my hips would love the way your hands would hold them back.

But i just met you . and i have only seen you in a picture and read your words on a computer

I haven't felt like myself since last weekened ( Read more... )

And she Screamed at the top of her lungs,"THIS ISN'T RIGHT SIR IDIDN'T ASK FOR HIM TO HURT ME . WHY SHOULD I BE PUNISHED FOR HIS ACTIONS. OH JUDGE PLEASE OVERTURN THIS RULING PLEASE LET ME GO.""Oh please let me go, let me handle this pain . I can face society . This pain is my burden not societies."'she gasped through broken sobs.

(  & she was to be made worthless. )

She will sit in my room for days listening to this song . The knife will be her comfort it screams.She remembers how she was told that mona lisa's smile couldn't even compare to hers . Mona Lisa's held a secret and hers well, hers masked the pain. So carefully placed she held it so still she fooled them all... she fooled them all ( Read more... )

Tonight was really good....

I still smell like him....

Im not going to york anymore to hang out with Marcie . Im kinda ok with that now i can hang out with sean . I went to the pool hall with brady , sean , and kevin last night. It was good times.Brady is getting a hotel room tonight and inviting people to come party .... I am going to get so smashed tomorrow night . so now i guess i have someone to ( Read more... )