so yeah every once in a while i wake up and my shirt is half off. i dunno why. its like one arm is in the shirt and its still around my neck. it is very odd.

<3 ari
ps if you are the one sneaking in my house and trying to take my clothes of leave me a message. i wish i knew how you did it.

i miss her ( Read more... )

I am a loser ( Read more... )

im such a crush slut.... i wish rick was online..

i was supposed to go meet adam tonight at record and tape. i shouldn't have left so early.. i got there at like 8:55. i decided i was waiting around and i came home. i hate how he is always late. i really didn't feel like dealing with him tonight. i found myself thinking about stan tonight . i haven't really thought about what happened between me ( Read more... )

I feel horrible i have this lump in my throat . im going out with adam tonight i hope he doesn't try to kiss me. i don't want his kisses. My abdominal pains are getting worst. my dads being a asshole. where the fuck is my night in shining armor when i need him ( Read more... )

umm im glad im getting better . the drugs aren't an issue anymore . im in control now. i just need to learn how i can be happy without them.

<3 arianna

hey its doing this rain snow thing outside. josh said hes going to get me something from NYC .Yey ( Read more... )

this is my new aim buddy Rick isn't he the cutest thing? and hes super nice.... and he has a hot aussie accent woot!! what a catch huh? too bad girls .. hes not looking. im so glad to have a nice person to talk to . hes one of those people that makes you feel better everytime you talk to him. and i can't forget my darling josh who with out my ( Read more... )

So i guess this will be a new start. I think thats just what i needed.
im not feeling much of anything at this time so ill write more later ...

i kissed you only to be dismissed...<3 arianna

oh no it doesn't work no more it doesn't hurt no more~army of me

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