From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this ( Read more... )

Ok, get this:

Within the last 16 months, God has taken away from me...
my daddy
a lot of my friends
my job
a couple of "significant others"

Ok now that it's listed out, it doesn't look like much, but oh my gosh it feels like He's taken away every single thing that I could possible turn to for security.  I mean, and He's taken very drastic measures.  ( Read more... )

I had a meeting with Dr. McChesney this morning at 9:30, to pump him for info about Rollins College (where I have applied for a job at in Orlando), haha... well, you know, just to see if he knew anyone there and such. Even though he didn't really have any contacts there, he is still writing me a letter of recommendation and sending it out today, ( Read more... )

Even though today I am still sad, I also realize that (to quote a popular song from high school AND the back of my Chi O senior date party tshirt) "every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end." Cheesy as it may sound, it really is true and gives me hope ( Read more... )

Being in college... being around such a tremendous group of people who are there to love and entertain you... well let's just say I'm glad I knew what I had when I had it.  Because now, when sad things happen in your life, you can't just run down the hall and cry, or gripe, or laugh, or anything.  I'm sitting around my apartment today thinking, "I' ( Read more... )

Shew, I'm tired.  Wanna know what I've been doing today?  Well....

...now that I'm done feeding the homeless on 8th Avenue and I've walked back home (uphill all the way of course), picking up groceries for my parents on the way (I ended up giving them to the church pantry though, yikes), I've just been hanging out painting over scuff marks in the ( Read more... )

I quit for now.

I just erased a whole bunch of complaining.

So I mean, is it pathetic that I am 24 and writing in an online diary?  I've pondered this and come to the conclusion that I must not care.  That deep down inside of me, I know I am not pathetic.

The truth is, I found some people I know on here and I really wanted to tell them hi and ( Read more... )