i have to go to bfs prom friday.
fuck.

sometimes i just feel completely shut down. like i have some mental block where i censor and think about everything i say, and it sounds rehearsed. like what i say naturally isn't good enough ( Read more... )

sick.

FUCK THE SATS FUCK SCHOOL FUCK EDUCATION FUCK COLLEGE FUCK LIFE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ( Read more... )

of all things you wouldn't think applesauce would make your teeth hurt ( Read more... )

i guess i just don't know anymore. i really don'tknow, and i hold on and i tug and i feel like i'm making things worse when all i wanted was just to make things better. and i always thought better was how it used to be but i don't even know if you were really happy back when ( Read more... )

holy shit has it been a while. I finally came on to see what was going on in the livejournal world, and it's all nice and the same, kind of comforting actually ( Read more... )

its like, im torturing myself sort of. but this fascination ( Read more... )

stressing stressing i have so much to do and this is just the worst possible time to be sick, and i've missed so much and im backed up and i just dont know how im going to get through this

the flu