So, its Sunday,and we have no school Monday, why? Because I think I'm destined to be a senior forever ( Read more... )

Ok, so this is not going to make much sense. Its going to be one of those just babble for myself and I type faster than I write or else I would write this all down and then burn it. But typing it up and posting it to something that no one reads anyway will have the same effect I think ( Read more... )

Ok, so this is going to be at least slightly, if not extremely, over dramatic. But I'm going through this mood. Its like a combo of the whole "Outsider looking in" and "No one understands" and "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE?!?!" thing(s?), all added onto this feeling I've had all year, about how nothing really seems real, but its more like ( Read more... )

Sooooooo......I'm angry. This winter break is sucking pretty majorly. I mean I'm working 6 days in row, where I deal with people buying a shit load of stuff they don't need and that is way over priced...and they aren't nice either ( Read more... )

So, its been a while ( Read more... )

I wish I was just accepted into a college already. I'm FREAKING out.

I hate that I'm behind. I hate that I'm not smarter. I hate that I'm failing. I hate that I can do better.

I hate hate hate hate hate myself right now.

Things have to get better.

This week ( Read more... )

I might kill him. I just might. I can't stand to be around him. I want to punch him in the face....erg. Livejournal really needs smilieys...

Rawrg. Going to work out which i havn't done in like a week. I feel so fat and gross. Erg.

Yeah. I took senior pictures today! I'm happy! But I'm scared they're all ugly. I mean, I don't think they will be, but I'm scared because I don't pose naturally, and I'm afraid all of my pictures are going to look stiff and my smile is going to be all fake and gross. Lol. But I'm sure the photographer knows what she's doing, I trust her. I just ( Read more... )