Prom Night is the most useless movie ever ( Read more... )

wow it seems i havent posted in my journal since december. i thought that since i have some time now i would say hello, i guess to myself. i have thought about posting in my journal again. its not that i made a decision to not post in my journal its that i havent had the time to post so i kinda forgot about it or tried not to think about it i ( Read more... )

ive been thinking alot lately and ive wanted to write down my thoughts in my journal but i havent had a computer handy since ive been on break. so i have to try and remember exactly what it is i wanted to write. first of all, im very irritated at the moment because im a fucking loser and forgot my paxil at home before i planned a little trip away ( Read more... )

so like 2 years ago i took this shit quiz and i was corny shit and for some reason people were grossed out about it. but too bad. my results have changed...


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i havent updated in a long time ive noticed. i barely get to get online when im home because my brother is obsessed with the computer. anyways ( Read more... )

i have a phobia of dots...not like polka dots but just like little dots close together. its very strange and hard to explain. but anyways i was looking at this very neat medical site. its an interactive clinis and they had a picture of a gallbladder with gallstones in it and when i saw it i freaked out because it is a perfect example of what im ( Read more... )

so yea im so lame. i got drunk again. my dad came to visit me and so far things went reallt good. well the whole day was good. im going to have breakfast with them in the morning and hopefully things will be good. but yea i took them to hemingways and it was cool and we had keygan of course as our waiter and he was cool so yea. i was just trying to ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in like a week and i come to find that 3 people de-friended me. oh well, their loss. so i got my paxil last week and i havent been depressed in 5 days and its wonderful. and also im so happy about that because ive actually been acting like a student and studying and doing my work. and its nice to get good grades. all that ( Read more... )

it seems to me that i have not posted in a while, well maybe thats because i havent. ive been too preoocupied crying because im lame but im not even going to go into that. i dont understand why i have so many mood swings. i mean ive been unusally upset over the last 10 days because i havent had my paxil and im going through extreme withdaw, but i ( Read more... )

so wed was love you body day and i totally had to miss performing for it because i wasnt feeling good so i missed practice AND they were performing in the middle of lunch time and i had no way to get downtown and back for my classes, that i absolutely could not have missed. so im sad i missed it but it did turn out good which is cool ( Read more... )