I can't wait till I'm done here. I really can't. I want to start over, make new friends (not that mine suck), have a different life. I just want to forget everything here.

Last night was by far the coldest night of my life so far. O my gosh. ANd now I'm not feeling to great in terms of health ( Read more... )

i really think i am going to bitch slap my mom soon. i was planning on going up to see Renee this weekend but now my mom is saying i can't because I can't go to any colleges to visit my friends. I have had these plans forever! she says i cant drive that far. WTF!?!?!?! she was fine with it before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have missed my friends.

I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD! THANK YOU FOR MY PARTY! IT WAS SO NICE! THANK YOU ALL FOR COMING BACK ( Read more... )

So... yeah. Im at Jessie's. We didn't go to 5th and 6th today. Oh well.

i want to go away. see no one or talk to anyone. be alone. not care. no school. no worrying. no dumb ass job. i dont like any of it.

So... my friends are leaving this week. Not all of them, but a large portion. I'm sad ( Read more... )

MY INTERNET IS BACK ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so confused and just overloaded with thoughts and feelings? I am. And I am tired of it. Ever since I was little I have gone though spouts of "bad feelings" is what I called it. I get scared and nervous and just filled with anxiety. I have been going through this since i was like, eight. I still do it. Why? I get shaky and ( Read more... )

I'm over at Alison's right now. She is upstairs watching Hope Floats and I am avoiding watching it. It's sad and I don't want to cry.

So I am wanting to have fun tonight. I think that I will.

I'm tired.

I don't like work.

School starts soon.

I applied to UNI.

"I found you, Miss New Booty!"

People aren't assholes I guess.

Alison's not. (HA