rare.

i give up. on the bees in the trees.

touche to the big city and its captivating lights.

love. pff.

at least i give it up. what?!

1. recieving A's on school work
2. music in my car
3. cigarettes
4. going out for a beer
5. Harry Potter
6. finishing a really good book
7. vomitting after a good night of fun
8. getting off work
9. having friends
10. being in love

4 days til my birthday.

i'm excited for fun at liz's parents house tonight. hopefully by the end of the night her fence and cat will be in good shape. unlike a time before...

hurray for fun and friends.

said the sign of the homeless person i passed ( Read more... )

a. funk on teeth
b. obsessive
c. i would die
d. heartbreak

what was once the best day, has become the worst. sour. chi lose!

people come home this week. starting tomorrow. i'm not sure if the knot in my stomach is excitement, nerves, or hunger. i think all of the above ( Read more... )

so it turns out, that even though i'm guilty myself of bitching, i've adopted the attitude that i dont give a fuck. well, for the most part. i'm so goddamn sick of people making other people feel like shit, and then wanting sympathy because now they hurt. or, people holding onto things they ought to just let go of. i'm sick of the shit thats going ( Read more... )

i'm giddy. i dont remember the last time i was tongue-tied.

what do i say that i haven't said a thousand times before. how do i figure out what i mean, when i dont mean anything.

i need to convince my self.

but convince myself of what?