wow.

[iwishiwasanelf]

i just got back from the service and once again, im at a loss for words. its like for the first time in my life i feel as though i really may never be happy again ... and i dont say that to be dramatic, theres just this heaviness/emptiness about me now that ive never felt before. all i can think about is his family, and jessica, and adam, and joe

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[lebikiniblonde]

i wanted to go but i couldnt get out of work...i also thought i'd feel weird if i went because i didn't know luis very well. but i figured it would be a really sad service but a good tribute to him.

i heard jessica made a speech that was just heartwrenching.

I hope you're doing better...I still can't believe he's gone..

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[iwishiwasanelf]

no i totally know what you mean ... sometimes that can just feel awkward. but yeah, jessicas talk really got to me ... what an awful position to be in. thanks for your online support though ... its always nice to know i have someone reading my lj :)

hope youre doing well!

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[lebikiniblonde]

i think lj is great that way...it lets you reach a lot of people...but yeah, i hope jessica is going to be ok.

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[iwishiwasanelf]

exactly. and same. ps. cute new picture!