ive had lots of thoughts lately but not much to say, hence the random lack of posting ... plus i discovered myspace.com, my new favorite thing ever ... other than that, bah. i am very much looking forward to coming home, though i dont really know what i want to do once i get there ...

money sucks.

i went to the grocery store last night for the first time in probably 4 months. it was painful, but much needed. afterwards when we were getting into the car this guy approached marshall and started talking about how hes living out of his car with his girlfriend (she was there too) and how the company he worked at for 6 years failed and they ( Read more... )

i havent written in quite some time now and im not really sure why. id like to say ive been busy, but other than doing my usual thing, i really havent been. poo ( Read more... )

i just got back from the service and once again, im at a loss for words. its like for the first time in my life i feel as though i really may never be happy again ... and i dont say that to be dramatic, theres just this heaviness/emptiness about me now that ive never felt before. all i can think about is his family, and jessica, and adam, and joe ( Read more... )

this post is a little delayed because ive already known for a day but i feel like i need to at least say something to acknowledge whats happened ... though now that im here i dont even know where to start. i guess ill just say that while ive dealt with a lot of death in my life, this is the first time its been a friend and the first time ive really ( Read more... )

my hands are superfluously dry.

im really fucking down right now but [once again] i cant quite pinpoint why. i need a cigarette, thats for sure. jenny, i hope youre ok.

wow. im really not sure about this whole 8 am class thing anymore ... and its the ... third week in?

i dont wanna work no mo.

last night i got drunk and decided to jump into marshalls [closed] door shrieking "leeaaapeer!" at the top of my lungs. i also managed to karate-kick the fuzzy green stool in the living room over, not to mention spring backwards from jillians side of the room to my bed in one enormous and rather superhumanlikee jump. i love randomly being able ( Read more... )