just got back from zac and kandis' place with krystine ... we spent the night watching kath and kim, this hilarious australian sitcom that zac got us hooked on this summer, and eating thai food from the restaurant down the street. it was really good to hang out with them both and felt very much like old times ... made me kinda sad ( Read more... )

TEN Random Things About Me ( Read more... )

im feeling really down right now and i dont really know why ... what started off as one thing has now upset my whole day and just made me start thinking about things ... its depressing when you get to the point where you feel like nothing matters anymore ... when things arent worth what you thought they were. and theres nothing you can do ( Read more... )

after watching the american music awards last night with krystine and hadas ive decided once and for all that country music is sick. sick as in "BLEHH, I'M GONNA UPCHUCK!" (speaking of which, i nearly did at work last night, i think from the taco bell adam and i had for lunch?), not ghetto hip hop dancer-speak (does anybody else say it?) ( Read more... )

in a world so large and unsteady and ( Read more... )

to start things off, my head is pounding like a mofo. before that began i was watching the oc with krystine over at jaimes (mike was funny) and before that eric was showing me pictures he just got developed from the end of summer. they were taken during that monthlong period of fun after the show and i think we were high in every ( Read more... )

had a particularly disturbing dream last night in which i had to wear my baby im a star costume from when i was like 14 and do the dance at a competition with all the old tap regulars like leslie and jacque and briana and jenn ... and i couldnt remember the dance and apparently id skipped rehearsal so i had to go onstage wondering what ( Read more... )

"... i believe in truth, compassion, love, peace, understanding, equality, happiness, and yes, even violence, sadness, pain and injustice; people will fight, wars will occur, people will die ... its hard to accept, but i must, and i do ... i personally do my best to live a life that is satisfying and rewarding; to live for passion and honesty ... ( Read more... )

feeling kinda blah right now but thought id come write something since i still have awhile before i have to leave to go get krystine from the airport ... im in one of those contemplative "idontknowwhatimdoingwithmylife" moods and its quite draining, to be honest, just sitting here thinking about how unsure i am with nearly every aspect of my ( Read more... )

i took the liberty yesterday to compose a list of things i would quite enjoy never again doing ( Read more... )