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vince told me. finally. i cant say im not happy about some of the things he told me but im sad now more. b/c it what he FELT not what he FEELS. it blows. but he told me other things. like i was talking to chris and i told him i was a virgin and he could come over and do whatever he wanted with me. which pissed me off cuz i had NO FUCKING IDEA what ( Read more... )

i really wanted to try and be happy. i tried hard. but its come to a point of shaking and never wanting to eat or touch food again. i dont know whats wrong with me. i WANT to be happy...so i tried putting myself out there again. just when i trusted it...it was thrown in my face. i didnt think it would hurt me like this...but it does. im tired of ( Read more... )

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HaHa BBBettttttttterrr????!!!!! lol

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are 90% Psychic

You are so very psychic ( Read more... )

im sorry i havent updated in so long. its been forever. i update my other one but its not like i could say any of the things i say here. anyone who were to read this other than who i want to wouldnt understand anythng. i miss sarah so much. everywhere i go reminds me of her. someone waiting at the top of the stairs in the hallways, someone whos ( Read more... )

so i figured out by goin though my past oh idk 20 entries taht they suck hardcore and theyre all idk gay. really bad. so im sry about that. nm has been goin on lately, like i said i got a 70 in history and an 82 in alg and latin. which sucks and now im gonna have to do somethin like ec to make it up. too bad i always sleep in latin so idk whats ( Read more... )

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Idk when the last time I wrote in here was so iono w/e. it doesn really matter neways. Pretty much…things have gone to hell and confusion apparently wants to be my best friend now… all because of vince. And of course my mom. Yay for drama. i really dont remember when i wrote in here so oh well. friday vince came over sunday he came over and i got ( Read more... )