eeek! i met a boy :) hes really cute and sweet and i really like him. teeheehee. i think he likes me back, but im not sure...i hope he does, because im sick of guys using me, and i want something besides that, like a real "relationship" i guess..not even that, just something besides being used for sex i guess....i hope something happens with this, ( Read more... )

i wish i could go back in time, i miss this summer. ::sigh:: oh well. i cant wait to get out of this town when i graduate, and for everyone here to forget i ever existed. sometimes i wonder if i died who would be at my funeral? like if i dropped dead tomorrow would anyone even notice i was gone? probably not...i guess thats not much of a ( Read more... )

the school finally changed my schedule so i only have to be in for a half day rather than a whole day. its pretty chill, like right now, im at home and i dont have to be in school for another half hour ( Read more... )

i hate liars, but i love reuniting with old friends, or friends who you stopped talking to for a while, but then realized it was petty and stupid, and made up with out really ever making up. you just sort of start talking again. its funny, you never realize how much you miss someones friendship until you have it again, and realize that you used ( Read more... )

i was right about labor day weekend....i knew i would be. what ever, im over it ( Read more... )

yea, im back...bet you didnt even know i was gone....im right arent i? yea well thats the way things have been going lately, so im not surprised ( Read more... )

yea i havent written in a while...but thats just because nothing interesting has been happening to me, infact nothing at all has been happening ( Read more... )

yea, its been awhile since ive updated, but thats just because ive been wicked busy, and when i have had the time, i've either been really high and was too lazy to write or the computers off ( Read more... )

yea...i know i havent written in a while...but oh well....things have been going pretty good, i've been in alot better mood for the past week or so ( Read more... )