ive been realy really tired all week. i worked a 34 hour week. i always worked 40 hour weeks in cali, but there i had no life and here ive been staying up and hanging out with people and stuff. so i got very little sleep all week and now ive made myself sick and stuff. oh well. so i stayed home from meeting today and stayed in bed til 2. i then ( Read more... )

so weird. oh well. i am sending myself very mixed messages. either i care or i dont. wtf ( Read more... )

well...what did i do today...? i lay in bed for a while, did some computer work for dad, put together a collage of pictures of the family for the christmas letter for my mom, walked to the library, and hung out ripping library cds onto my computer. not too exciting. and the only thing i needed to do was either buy a second pair of khaikis to wear ( Read more... )

long day at work. my feet hurt from standing up for 7 hours. other than that, life is good. i made a cd for ben bath today and that makes me happy. i miss him. life os good and i got 11 1/2 hours of sleep last night. but now im tired again. i work at 8am tommorrow. oh well, its worth it. still listening to the crooked still cd like crazy :)

so rapper was good this evening. we found out that we are definately gonna go to DERT, the rapper tournament in england!! weeeee. i am happy. i also have less money, now that i paid tom $100 to pay for the fees and stuff. and i stil have to get a plane ticket. my poor bank account. yeah, but things are good and out kits are fun and look cool ( Read more... )

I LOVE CROOKED STILL SO MUCH. thanks to ian. heather, do you have any more of their albums? this ones amazing ( Read more... )

funfunfun. so the dance last night was insane. people from the youth center were there and we had six sets and still we were squished at the bottom and there was no room to move. wow. at first i was like this sucks, its all beginners, but it was actually quite fun. and the band was wake the niegboors, which plays amazingly well, but they really ( Read more... )

come to the scout house to dance on saturday...ian will be there. see ya'll

damn. movies always make me cry. and think about shit i have no wish to think about. why does time suck so much? thinks are so good right now...but if that is so, why am i so miserable right now. fuck it. i think the happy endings make me cry more than the sad ones. i just make myself so angry because so many people actually have reason to be ( Read more... )

the cat just got in the box. hurrah