oye. so i was sitting at the dinner table today trying to remeber what i did yesterday. not being in school is so weird. so it turns out (after asking my mom) yesterday i drove to the cape. my cousin was having one of her 3+ day long mirgranes that are insane. she couldnt go to the hostpital because they keep giving her drugs and then getting ( Read more... )

work! lots of work. yay for making money, staying busy, and having fun doing it. its so weird, i love working at Camilles. its so much fun. especially when the little kids come in with thier exact change from thier allowance and they know exactally how much what they want costs because they come in every week. that used to be me. the only sad ( Read more... )

so i think i have come to terms with stuff. at least so that i can put it aside until a time when im physically able to deal with it. this will be a long time from now :( --sorry i didnt respond to peoples comments. i didnt know what to say and i still dont really, but i think ive got my emotions under control for a bit at least ( Read more... )

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-ive been home 2 weeks exactally (wow ( Read more... )

its weird. things dont seem the same since ive come home again. i mean i know i have a joba nd stuff and things are differnt, but something bigger seems different....i dont know what it is.

well, halloween is over. now we just get to wait fo thanksghiving and then nthe hliday season realluy get started. not that im really t into the "holiday season" but im really looking forward to seeing family that i didnt see much of ovre the summer. and then of course my brother ( Read more... )

we made up a new rapper dance for our (paying!) gig on december 10th. now i just have to do the flip without falling on my face (as i did yesterday. ouch) we also need a name for it. and i think its too short. but its fun that we now have 2 different dances. weee ( Read more... )

so my foster cat has decided to hate me. well, not justhate me, actually remove me from my room. yesterday she bit me, but i didnt think it was that big a deal. but today she attacked me, aggressively and then when i went up to me room about 1/2 an hour laetr she was standing outside the door waiting to attack me. she was sitting waiting to ( Read more... )

so i went to work today. i was there for like 6 hours. it was fun. i leanred how to do all these things. and im working 3 five hour days next week. so this is all good. and im babysitting tonight. yeah, so things are going well and im finally making some money again. yay. which is good because i just spent about $ dollars on my computer (the ( Read more... )