When you say "his" name I hope you fight to close your mouth to keep mine from escaping it.

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actually.

come to your attention :

I am deleting my myspace and leaving this journal to write in a new one. I will IM you the link if you are one of my frequent readers. It will be friends only as well. =]

I am tired of having heartless or random ( Read more... )

This journal is now friends only =].

comment to be added. 

why private if you had nothing to hide?

no status but your a lesbian?

I was so stupid.
and you have no heart.

You will never be honest.
you lied to me.
I pity that you did.

you'll pay for that.

but not in the vengence kind of way.

more as in..me being completely gone.
because there is no more room for me to exist.
and i never will again only because i dont ( Read more... )

A lot of people arent too happy with me right now ( Read more... )

So I had a lot of fun these past couple days.
I have been hanging out with her A LOT and I couldn't be happier about that. I went to her house today and ate dinner. I was in the prayer before we ate and I was happy about that. To be quite honest, I love her family. I just hate the way they are so over-protective. I guess they have to be though. They ( Read more... )

Honestly I am not upset that you have a BOYfriend now.
I am no longer bitter.
Sorry for the anger I sent you.
Because I no longer care therefore I no longer mean it.
Just know that I am done with you and I would rip out my vocal chords before you have anything to do with me again.
Just know I am through.
Just know that you win.
Just know that you will ( Read more... )

for those who have too much pride. If you do not appreciate what you read then simply do not attempt to. 
This journal is for those who can relate and find meaning to themselves. 
I hope one day you will find meaning to yourself.
Meaning to your ambitions that are not entirely selfish or produce meaning to putting others down.
This journal is only my ( Read more... )

From here on out.
It is you and me and I am going to give all I have to make that happen.
There is nothing to get in the way.
There is nothing to take my eyes away from yours.
No longer will I let my ignorance stand in the way.
I am yours.
We will not fail.
I will be forever.

You can't see the distance you created has torn us up. It is so hard to take and you can't see that as the days go on. Time will be your arsonist. Time will be your eulogy. So what went wrong through everything? Words went unheard. Did we fall apart? Or was it out of sight, out of mind. I wish I knew how we fell away so fast. I know the reasons are ( Read more... )

So. 
I got my lips pierced at a place only because the guy was really friendly and he really wanted to.
He also did one on one of my friends.
He could could have gotten in serious trouble if it was ever taken back to the shop.
Anyways I confided in one of my best friends that I have known since second grade.
She was begging to know so I told her because ( Read more... )