i am getting a horse on sunday. yay! i cant wait. cause its something to look forward to ( Read more... )

so. i went to jenns. goodtimes. went to the movies with her and amanda and aaron. better times. we did a lot of nothing but it is always good to be around jenn. i met her sister amanda. not the same amanda that we went to the movies with. she was cool. quite interesting i might ad. she def. had on green shoes with red plaid pants and balck braided ( Read more... )

life = gay
and i also thought that part of having a livejournal was to let people talk and other people see..hence the word comment in the bottom right corner. fuck this fuck everything im done here.

yep so no matter what i put in here it gets used against me. and now im the bad guy. maybe i will start doing everyone i fucking hang out with..what is there to loose?? this is so fucked up. im getting in trouble for hanging out with kids meanwhile you want to do the ones you hang out with..reall fucking cool.

yea so im about fed up with people thinking i fucking swing! I am as straight as an arrow! can't anyone get that through their heads ( Read more... )

yea so i have been working these past couple days, which isnt so bad. tomorro wi have to be at work for 4 am. that sucks but hey im over it. i might be buying a horse..against all of houstons words:) but too bad! hehe ( Read more... )

ok, so as of now i am homeless. cause i have no home to go to. i am going mentally insane with myself cause no matter what i do it isnt right at all. i cant think what i want about a relationship. im not aloud to hang out with my friends unless i fucking write a report about it. i am around the point of giving up. but i have those reassuring people ( Read more... )

well best part of my night was when i got an im that said you and jc are picking me up from the airport. and i was like hells yes! so amber will be here on the 18th and this girl is going to get her oklahoma ass. i cant wait! and yea tonight i sat in the back of jc's truck and chilled til he called bubba and left. and then this girl was pulling e- ( Read more... )

well tonight i went to berlin where there were so many nice cars i couldnt even take it anymore. it was fun. i went with dave and chris. and kim and jackie. i love that rsx! its so fun. but yea we saw the best looking cobra today, hah and the kid was like oh im cool and he started showing off and blew his motor mauahahaha! and he was a dick about ( Read more... )

well i got up at like 12 and i feel like shit. its weird. idk. i have that gross im sick taste in my mouth, and i want to sleep but i cant. and im all shaky. too many drugs. anywho, i went to charimaho today it was so nice to see the old man. i miss gibby. weird part, i dont miss auto. and yea, so i talked to cam about atreyu and wether or not i ( Read more... )