this will probably never be read by the right person..unless she is physco like me...then it will. but im so aggravated right now. at so many people. how can anyone do this. its fucked up. i dont even know what this feeling is..its the most confusing thing ever. and life shouldnt be this complicated. and people like you make it this way. cause ( Read more... )

hi, everyone. :( i am going insane. i cant handle this anymore but i cant let it go. and i need too. everyone says i need to but i cant do it..its near impossible. i hav talked to so many people and they are all like you need to you need to..but i cant let it go. im so scared. i feel terrible right now like i just want to disapear..and never come ( Read more... )

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well im fucking A M A Z I N G. having a great day wnating to kill just one fucking person. god im going insane and only one person knows it and its not the one i want to kill. i dont understand people at all or love or anything ( Read more... )

hi everyone. even though noone ever eads this cause im never here just wanted to say hi and that mostly everything is going ok. some things are kinda scraing me but the imagination sdoes tend to exagerate a bit. anyways i figured that while i was at the Goes house that i would update since i can. i have a job and i am going to go back to school ( Read more... )

well..the show went well. tons of people went!!! you have no idea. the cops came and then they left. ginananana and i and danny and barney and tomato whom i just kinda met hungdededed out it was fun. idk im bored at larrys cause hes putting stuff in the car but im doing good and im ahh idk going now

ok so im at kims again. tons o fun here. i have to go to two partys tomorrow. one being a grad party and another being a six kegger. riiiight..so i think im only going to the grad party..seeing as im soo fucking edge..anywho..im a complete failure. im going to buy a horse, (not that anyone cares) shes cute and only about 6 months old. it shall be a ( Read more... )

so im sitting here waiting anxiously to go home so i can see mr. superior. and kim yelled at me last night when we went swimming cause i said something about her not liking people that care about her. but whatever. so i slept on the couch and got no sleep thinking i was going to sleep better and i didnt. :( i cant sleep anywhere but home anymore ( Read more... )

well i havnt been on in quite sometime. it feels kinda weird. but life is good. i miss everyone. and amber is leaving :(. i know that amber and i well mostly me kinda got mad. but i am still going to miss amber. deep down i love her hehe. larry and i are alive down in the hole. its kinda boring but he is getting a job and so am i so shit will be ( Read more... )

ok so i havnt been on in like a month and i wont be back for a while ( Read more... )